I am thankful
Thankful for my life
Without it, I could not enjoy
Enjoy my friends, family and good health
(for- those things I am thankful for, too)
Thankful for laughter and happiness
Without, I would never be the person I am
Thankful for music
For, without it, I would have no joy
Thankful for my family
Without them, I would be lonely
Lonely, and sad
Thankful for my friends
If I didn't have them,
then who knows where'd I be?
Thankful, most of all, for
God
Without him,
I would not be here
I would no be able to give thanks
I am thankful
Thankful for everything
Everything I have in my life
Happy Thanksgiving (even if it is late, coming from me). I hope it was a wonderful one, and full of great times. :)
Friday
Wednesday
Ninja skills, oh yeah!
So, I manage to get floor burn... It's nice and red. But right now, it doesn't burn, so that's like, totally awesome. I don't even know how I got it so bad. Oh well. It happens to me... a lot.
I noticed, I do a lot of weird things when I'm bored. Like, I'll clean/organize my room. (It's practically spotless right now...), I read, I bake, I doodle... everything but like, video games and stuff. Lol.
Last night, I was bored and wanted to do something nice for my friends today... so I baked sugar cookies. :D. Basically everyone liked them, like, a lot. And, I thought they were pretty good myself, so I look forward to baking them again.
No math homework! Yes! I seriously do not like math homework. Ugh. Oh well. And, what little notes I had for geography are done right now. It's gonna be an awesome Thanksgiving weekend. I have so much to be thankful for, it's awesome.
So, I manage to get floor burn... It's nice and red. But right now, it doesn't burn, so that's like, totally awesome. I don't even know how I got it so bad. Oh well. It happens to me... a lot.
I noticed, I do a lot of weird things when I'm bored. Like, I'll clean/organize my room. (It's practically spotless right now...), I read, I bake, I doodle... everything but like, video games and stuff. Lol.
Last night, I was bored and wanted to do something nice for my friends today... so I baked sugar cookies. :D. Basically everyone liked them, like, a lot. And, I thought they were pretty good myself, so I look forward to baking them again.
No math homework! Yes! I seriously do not like math homework. Ugh. Oh well. And, what little notes I had for geography are done right now. It's gonna be an awesome Thanksgiving weekend. I have so much to be thankful for, it's awesome.
Sunday
It's days like this where I wonder how my sister and I are related. Honestly... :\
Earlier, I was just kinda like... amused. 'Cause when she's sleep deprived... it's funny. I'll admit it. It's also weird and embarrassing. Haha.
Then it's times like this where I'm pissed off at her. I'll admit... I don't do much around the house. But if she asks, I'll do *most* things. If I'm actually capable of doing it.
But... erg... when she just gets on my case about things... like just now, cooking garlic bread. *rolls eyes* Five freakin' minutes. All it needs. I don't even like it when it's in for five minutes. I like it better if it's soft...
So I go and turn the oven off because it's been more than five minutes and she gets all like, "Why'd you do that?" I explain... and she goes, "Well, you know, it's not always about time"
I'm just like, "Why the heck does it matter?? I mean, it's done. I know that for sure."
And just... erg.
I'm getting worked up over nothing, I know. Time to let it go....
Earlier, I was just kinda like... amused. 'Cause when she's sleep deprived... it's funny. I'll admit it. It's also weird and embarrassing. Haha.
Then it's times like this where I'm pissed off at her. I'll admit... I don't do much around the house. But if she asks, I'll do *most* things. If I'm actually capable of doing it.
But... erg... when she just gets on my case about things... like just now, cooking garlic bread. *rolls eyes* Five freakin' minutes. All it needs. I don't even like it when it's in for five minutes. I like it better if it's soft...
So I go and turn the oven off because it's been more than five minutes and she gets all like, "Why'd you do that?" I explain... and she goes, "Well, you know, it's not always about time"
I'm just like, "Why the heck does it matter?? I mean, it's done. I know that for sure."
And just... erg.
I'm getting worked up over nothing, I know. Time to let it go....
Tuesday
ARG.
Life... is life. Ups and downs. But.. UGH! The down came at the worst possible time. Seriously. Bah. Screw it. It happens.
But, I'll start off with the good: I have been insanely slap-happy like, all day today. Yesterday... eh. I was really tired and it showed. I just did not make any effort. But, today, with another day of sleepiness, I just... too tired to care anymore.
I had the hardest time trying to fall asleep last night because A) I gots a humidifier in my room now. Ick. and B) My left ankle, calf and knee hurt so much. It wasn't really sharp, but not super dull. But it was painful. It ached so bad!
And then I was up at 3AM because of something really stupid, but like, gave me a heart attack. I have my ipod playing during the night because it's super easy to fall asleep (well, normally). But, sometimes I get too close to consciousness and I hear and somewhat comprehend the song... and so with this one- I though I had heard somebody with a low... deep... and kinda scary voice say "Yo, Lizzie" (... that seems so stupid right now). But, I swear, it scared me so bad!
But yeah, I calm down and go back to sleep. Then I get up at my normal time... yippee....
Then school comes and I feel good about what I'm wearing, I like it lots. In PE- my team in basketball won! :D (28-14). Awesome. Then in choir... it just was cool and fun. Relaxing-ish. Science... just notes and videos. English... review. Pretty good.Geography... that's where everything turned wrong.
First off, we had to do a review... ugh. Then... my necklace broke. :( I really liked it too. I'm just bad with necklaces. That's the third one I've broken! Anyway, my teacher gets fed up with all the talking... so she assigns us work from the next chapter/unit. whatever. Of course, she basically piles it on... :\ yuck.
Then, a girl's ipod gets stolen. Not a lot of people like her. I bet if most people got the chance to kill her... they would in a heartbeat. I know it sounds bad, but I would do it. :\
So, if the principal has not gotten it back... chances are... we have a police search on Thursday. Haha. That's gonna be fun! /not
Oh well. So it goes.
Life happens. Unfortunately.
Life... is life. Ups and downs. But.. UGH! The down came at the worst possible time. Seriously. Bah. Screw it. It happens.
But, I'll start off with the good: I have been insanely slap-happy like, all day today. Yesterday... eh. I was really tired and it showed. I just did not make any effort. But, today, with another day of sleepiness, I just... too tired to care anymore.
I had the hardest time trying to fall asleep last night because A) I gots a humidifier in my room now. Ick. and B) My left ankle, calf and knee hurt so much. It wasn't really sharp, but not super dull. But it was painful. It ached so bad!
And then I was up at 3AM because of something really stupid, but like, gave me a heart attack. I have my ipod playing during the night because it's super easy to fall asleep (well, normally). But, sometimes I get too close to consciousness and I hear and somewhat comprehend the song... and so with this one- I though I had heard somebody with a low... deep... and kinda scary voice say "Yo, Lizzie" (... that seems so stupid right now). But, I swear, it scared me so bad!
But yeah, I calm down and go back to sleep. Then I get up at my normal time... yippee....
Then school comes and I feel good about what I'm wearing, I like it lots. In PE- my team in basketball won! :D (28-14). Awesome. Then in choir... it just was cool and fun. Relaxing-ish. Science... just notes and videos. English... review. Pretty good.Geography... that's where everything turned wrong.
First off, we had to do a review... ugh. Then... my necklace broke. :( I really liked it too. I'm just bad with necklaces. That's the third one I've broken! Anyway, my teacher gets fed up with all the talking... so she assigns us work from the next chapter/unit. whatever. Of course, she basically piles it on... :\ yuck.
Then, a girl's ipod gets stolen. Not a lot of people like her. I bet if most people got the chance to kill her... they would in a heartbeat. I know it sounds bad, but I would do it. :\
So, if the principal has not gotten it back... chances are... we have a police search on Thursday. Haha. That's gonna be fun! /not
Oh well. So it goes.
Life happens. Unfortunately.
Saturday
It's been awhile since I've had this much fun. And played a board game. Awesome day. (Even if the beginning was a little boring.).
I finally had a friend come over. First time since... ever I think since I moved here. I think I'm definitely taking a step in the 'social' direction. Which I think amazes me and my sister!
Mmm, and pizza! Yum. It's been awhile since I've had that pizza. It's good. :D
And... I swear, I think I'm about to be in/in a growth spurt. I've been so hungry lately... and tired (but mostly from getting up early/ not falling asleep). I don't want to psyche myself out. (I REALLY wanna grow). But I think I'm just at this height for the rest of my life. Oh well. So it goes. But it's not like 'short' genes run in the family. Most everyone is either tall or average! Gar. I got the short end of the stick... ahah. Lame pun, I know!
I am oh-so-excited to start an RP soon. It seems like it'd be tons of fun. I haven't RP'ed in awhile either. So, this could be really good. I hope so!
:D
I finally had a friend come over. First time since... ever I think since I moved here. I think I'm definitely taking a step in the 'social' direction. Which I think amazes me and my sister!
Mmm, and pizza! Yum. It's been awhile since I've had that pizza. It's good. :D
And... I swear, I think I'm about to be in/in a growth spurt. I've been so hungry lately... and tired (but mostly from getting up early/ not falling asleep). I don't want to psyche myself out. (I REALLY wanna grow). But I think I'm just at this height for the rest of my life. Oh well. So it goes. But it's not like 'short' genes run in the family. Most everyone is either tall or average! Gar. I got the short end of the stick... ahah. Lame pun, I know!
I am oh-so-excited to start an RP soon. It seems like it'd be tons of fun. I haven't RP'ed in awhile either. So, this could be really good. I hope so!
:D
Thursday
Dude.... good day today. Good day
I am currently watching the newest tournament of Ninja warrior. SO COOL! Odd airying time, though. IIt's a bit early for it... ah well. I'm not complaining though, I haven't seen NW in a while. What better way to break that then watching the newest?!
OH wow... this one is a total heart stopper! As it always is. It's amazing what can happen. That's why unscripted shows are so much better! Human error... or involvment is exciting!!!
*sigh* I just love watching my favorite guy, he's the best! Like, almost literally. He's completed all four stages before. He USUALLY goes further than anyone else. He's always seems gracious, kind, and well.... AMAZING! I just can't find any other words to descrie him... or the show. (ok- one more word to describe him... humble)
Anyway, nothing new at school. Though... I got to hug my crush- as in... and actual hug! Lol. ANd geography was actually somewhat painless. Rockin' day!
Last note- today was 'write love on your arms day' for the 'to write love on her arms (rescue is possible)' organization. :)
I am currently watching the newest tournament of Ninja warrior. SO COOL! Odd airying time, though. IIt's a bit early for it... ah well. I'm not complaining though, I haven't seen NW in a while. What better way to break that then watching the newest?!
OH wow... this one is a total heart stopper! As it always is. It's amazing what can happen. That's why unscripted shows are so much better! Human error... or involvment is exciting!!!
*sigh* I just love watching my favorite guy, he's the best! Like, almost literally. He's completed all four stages before. He USUALLY goes further than anyone else. He's always seems gracious, kind, and well.... AMAZING! I just can't find any other words to descrie him... or the show. (ok- one more word to describe him... humble)
Anyway, nothing new at school. Though... I got to hug my crush- as in... and actual hug! Lol. ANd geography was actually somewhat painless. Rockin' day!
Last note- today was 'write love on your arms day' for the 'to write love on her arms (rescue is possible)' organization. :)
Monday
It snowed. During lunch it freakin' snowed! Dude, it's not supposed to snow yet! Ah well, at least it didn't stick. And it was only snowing for like, 5 minutes. It was kinda cool. Even though I'm not the biggest fan of snow.
No school tomorrow! YAY! Though... my day is going to be pretty boring without school... but... I GET TO SLEEP IN! That's the best thing. I've been tired lately. Ah well. It happens. At least I can do homework.... that I REALLY need to do... ^^'
It's not long until the choir I'm in has to perform... hehe. This is going to be very interesting... I mean, it's not like we're horrible... it's just that we still need to pull things together... and FAST!
Oh, science. I love that class... I'm really good at it. We played a review game today and Friday. On Friday I got into first place and today... not the best. But, it was still fun. :)
School has been going pretty well... except for the B- in math ^^' dropped a bit. Ah well. So it goes. And my Geography probably dropped. Though... It better not be by much.
I must let this out... I'm so happy on the inside: I hugged my crush today. :D It's been a while, so I'm happy about that. AND I got my phone back this morning. SO, it's all good!
No school tomorrow! YAY! Though... my day is going to be pretty boring without school... but... I GET TO SLEEP IN! That's the best thing. I've been tired lately. Ah well. It happens. At least I can do homework.... that I REALLY need to do... ^^'
It's not long until the choir I'm in has to perform... hehe. This is going to be very interesting... I mean, it's not like we're horrible... it's just that we still need to pull things together... and FAST!
Oh, science. I love that class... I'm really good at it. We played a review game today and Friday. On Friday I got into first place and today... not the best. But, it was still fun. :)
School has been going pretty well... except for the B- in math ^^' dropped a bit. Ah well. So it goes. And my Geography probably dropped. Though... It better not be by much.
I must let this out... I'm so happy on the inside: I hugged my crush today. :D It's been a while, so I'm happy about that. AND I got my phone back this morning. SO, it's all good!
Thursday
I. Am. So. Stupid.
I. Am. Never. Going. To. Believe. My. Friends. Again.
Ugh.
I have my phone taken away... dude... I feel SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO bad.
I have run up the phone bill like no one business. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Honestly, I can live without the phone. I only use it to call my sister to let her know I got home... and well, I can have other ways of doing it. So, it's not necessary. Honestly, I have no problem of even WORKING off the phone bill if I had to. I am NEVER going to text on the phone again until I get it on the plan. Seriously.
:(
I just feel so bad for my mom because she's the one paying the bill. She works so hard. I... I just... gosh. I wish I knew this. I wish I had never believed my friend.
D: this... ugh.
I had an awesome day until this point. As long as I get my phone back by February. That's all I ask. I can live without it until then. (Haha. After that's going to be just a withdrawl. :\)
Oh. My. Gosh. I just realized that I sound like one of those people that's way too addicted to their phones. *groan*
I. Am. Never. Going. To. Believe. My. Friends. Again.
Ugh.
I have my phone taken away... dude... I feel SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO bad.
I have run up the phone bill like no one business. :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Honestly, I can live without the phone. I only use it to call my sister to let her know I got home... and well, I can have other ways of doing it. So, it's not necessary. Honestly, I have no problem of even WORKING off the phone bill if I had to. I am NEVER going to text on the phone again until I get it on the plan. Seriously.
:(
I just feel so bad for my mom because she's the one paying the bill. She works so hard. I... I just... gosh. I wish I knew this. I wish I had never believed my friend.
D: this... ugh.
I had an awesome day until this point. As long as I get my phone back by February. That's all I ask. I can live without it until then. (Haha. After that's going to be just a withdrawl. :\)
Oh. My. Gosh. I just realized that I sound like one of those people that's way too addicted to their phones. *groan*
Monday
Love.
What is it? How can you tell when your in love? Do teens actually know what love is?
No novel today. Seriously p'oed. :\ May elaborate later... chances are I wont.
edit- OK, so I decided that I'm going to have this convo haunt me. I edit out all names,places and anything that could give away any info. I totally need to get out my frustrations so that stuff will probably follow....
k: hey'
me: hi
k: wat u mean becarful?
me: just sent the text
k: my emotoins messed
WTF
me: hey...
these things don't turn out right in HS
k: im in tu school its not like other highschools
and i really like and care about d
d
**
me: I know!
you know what...
forget about it
I'm not arguing with you
k: i have way different feelings for d then i had for IS
me: if something bad happens, don't come crying ot me
to**
you told me
I understand that
I know its different
k: i care about and like d so much more
i never was i miss IS all the time like i do with d
me: I get it
seriously, idc what happens with you two
is something bad happens, I don't care. if something good happens, I don't care
that's between you two and who ever else cares
k: thats really nice that u dont care
n cares
ds really oimportent to me and friends shoud care about wats importent to there friends
me: I know it's important to you
k: ds the best thing in my life right now
me: but it's ALL you care about
or so it seems
k: i love it at school because ds here.
me: I know that
I kinda figure
you can never wait until school starts
and you hate to go home
k: i know that
me: I get it
k: i dont like it at home my dads an asshole a lot of the time with trying to get me o do chores and shit
me: that's how parents are!
k: but i hate it at home i love it here
and here i have d which makes it ever more great
me: ...
I KNOW that
but your parents should be first in your life
you should want to be with them
No guy should EVER come before your family unless it's GOd or Jesus
k: i dont want to be with them i was homeschool all my life im sick of them
me: God**
So?
It doesn't matter!
I would rather my parents homeschool me
k: I never said that i care about d more then like my mom but i have to love my parents and family, i dont have to love d but i think i might. i dont like being aroud my parents
i LOVE being with d
me: I KNOW THAT
k: i never wanna be homeschool again
me: and stop saying that
well, I understand that
and I can see why
I've been pushed out of the house everyday to go to school
dude, I hate it too
I don't want to do it, but I have not
k: what makes u the happyest right now ijn lofe?
me: to**
Nothing
except maybe going to choir
I'm honestly not that happy right now in my life
ok?
the only time I"ve felt worse was when I was in 6th grade
I was happy back when I was little
back when I had my friends
k: D like the only thing keepoing me happy
me: back when my family didn't have problems
k: keeping**
me: obviously
only my friends are keeping my happy.
or at least somewhat happy
k: i hate being at home it fucking sucks, i dont like being at school that much if ds not here
me: then you got major issues
you need to get them sorted out
k: wat u mean?
me: I love being at home and at school
you should like to be at home
school should be your home away from home... not your home
k: well at school its just me and n or me and AN or me AN and n
or if ds at school then im with him
hes the best thing in my life right now and has been for the past month
schools was really nices today cause were kissing in front of AN and the adults here
me: that's not something you should be proud of
k: we didt make out today but stiull it was really nice
me: or happy about...
ok
k: i like kissing d it male sme happy
hes the only guy ive ever kissed only guy thats liked me back
hes the only thing thats keeping me happy
me: dude...
that's not right
k: like im happy with like friends like C and stuff but im really happy when im with d. or if ive been around d
me: he shouldn't be the only thing that's making you happy
k: i have other friends that make me happy but not as much as d odse
me: ok, that's fine...
but... it's not really RIGHT
at least, not to me
I'm sorry...
but I can't imagine a guy making me happier than my friends or family... except when I'm like married or something
which we all know will not happen for another like... 30+ years
k: well dost wat ive been saying about d tell u how much i care about him?>
me: yes it does
but it's not right in my eyes
you should care for your parents more than a guy
k: u ont crusch on guys easyly u dont understad
me: what the heck does that have to do with it?!?!
it means that when I crush on a guy, I really take the time to know and LIKE them!!!!
if you fall for every guy, you lose the meaning of love!
k: I REALLY LIKE D IT TO TIME FOR ME TO LIKE HIM
I DO NOT FALL FOR EVERY GUY
me: I KNOW THAT
I'm not saying you do
k: I HAVE NOT LoST THE MEANING OF LOVE
me: I'm not saying you haven't
I'm just saying, it's not right to say that just because I don't crush easily ifs a justifiable argument
it takes a lot for me to crush
k: i know a lot of guys that i dont have the bf feelings for that only thinl are hot and some are just my freinds and i dont like them in the cute way..... i liked IS cause he was cute and i kinda missed him.. it took me a wile to figure out i like d it hit me all of a suddent and now were kinda together
me: I get that
I see your point
but it just freakin' bugs me when it's all you talk about
k: i like him that much i cafre about him so much
I GTG TTYL
me: I know
ok
whatever
see ya
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Dude.... A good portion of that did not piss me off. It's just that she was so repetitive with the 'I care about him' and stuff, agreed?
But what REALLY rubbed me the wrong way was when she said: "u ont crusch on guys easyly u dont understad" that just pissed me off so bad! It's true, but it's totally out of context!!!
Just erg... *headdesk*
What is it? How can you tell when your in love? Do teens actually know what love is?
No novel today. Seriously p'oed. :\ May elaborate later... chances are I wont.
edit- OK, so I decided that I'm going to have this convo haunt me. I edit out all names,places and anything that could give away any info. I totally need to get out my frustrations so that stuff will probably follow....
k: hey'
me: hi
k: wat u mean becarful?
me: just sent the text
k: my emotoins messed
WTF
me: hey...
these things don't turn out right in HS
k: im in tu school its not like other highschools
and i really like and care about d
d
**
me: I know!
you know what...
forget about it
I'm not arguing with you
k: i have way different feelings for d then i had for IS
me: if something bad happens, don't come crying ot me
to**
you told me
I understand that
I know its different
k: i care about and like d so much more
i never was i miss IS all the time like i do with d
me: I get it
seriously, idc what happens with you two
is something bad happens, I don't care. if something good happens, I don't care
that's between you two and who ever else cares
k: thats really nice that u dont care
n cares
ds really oimportent to me and friends shoud care about wats importent to there friends
me: I know it's important to you
k: ds the best thing in my life right now
me: but it's ALL you care about
or so it seems
k: i love it at school because ds here.
me: I know that
I kinda figure
you can never wait until school starts
and you hate to go home
k: i know that
me: I get it
k: i dont like it at home my dads an asshole a lot of the time with trying to get me o do chores and shit
me: that's how parents are!
k: but i hate it at home i love it here
and here i have d which makes it ever more great
me: ...
I KNOW that
but your parents should be first in your life
you should want to be with them
No guy should EVER come before your family unless it's GOd or Jesus
k: i dont want to be with them i was homeschool all my life im sick of them
me: God**
So?
It doesn't matter!
I would rather my parents homeschool me
k: I never said that i care about d more then like my mom but i have to love my parents and family, i dont have to love d but i think i might. i dont like being aroud my parents
i LOVE being with d
me: I KNOW THAT
k: i never wanna be homeschool again
me: and stop saying that
well, I understand that
and I can see why
I've been pushed out of the house everyday to go to school
dude, I hate it too
I don't want to do it, but I have not
k: what makes u the happyest right now ijn lofe?
me: to**
Nothing
except maybe going to choir
I'm honestly not that happy right now in my life
ok?
the only time I"ve felt worse was when I was in 6th grade
I was happy back when I was little
back when I had my friends
k: D like the only thing keepoing me happy
me: back when my family didn't have problems
k: keeping**
me: obviously
only my friends are keeping my happy.
or at least somewhat happy
k: i hate being at home it fucking sucks, i dont like being at school that much if ds not here
me: then you got major issues
you need to get them sorted out
k: wat u mean?
me: I love being at home and at school
you should like to be at home
school should be your home away from home... not your home
k: well at school its just me and n or me and AN or me AN and n
or if ds at school then im with him
hes the best thing in my life right now and has been for the past month
schools was really nices today cause were kissing in front of AN and the adults here
me: that's not something you should be proud of
k: we didt make out today but stiull it was really nice
me: or happy about...
ok
k: i like kissing d it male sme happy
hes the only guy ive ever kissed only guy thats liked me back
hes the only thing thats keeping me happy
me: dude...
that's not right
k: like im happy with like friends like C and stuff but im really happy when im with d. or if ive been around d
me: he shouldn't be the only thing that's making you happy
k: i have other friends that make me happy but not as much as d odse
me: ok, that's fine...
but... it's not really RIGHT
at least, not to me
I'm sorry...
but I can't imagine a guy making me happier than my friends or family... except when I'm like married or something
which we all know will not happen for another like... 30+ years
k: well dost wat ive been saying about d tell u how much i care about him?>
me: yes it does
but it's not right in my eyes
you should care for your parents more than a guy
k: u ont crusch on guys easyly u dont understad
me: what the heck does that have to do with it?!?!
it means that when I crush on a guy, I really take the time to know and LIKE them!!!!
if you fall for every guy, you lose the meaning of love!
k: I REALLY LIKE D IT TO TIME FOR ME TO LIKE HIM
I DO NOT FALL FOR EVERY GUY
me: I KNOW THAT
I'm not saying you do
k: I HAVE NOT LoST THE MEANING OF LOVE
me: I'm not saying you haven't
I'm just saying, it's not right to say that just because I don't crush easily ifs a justifiable argument
it takes a lot for me to crush
k: i know a lot of guys that i dont have the bf feelings for that only thinl are hot and some are just my freinds and i dont like them in the cute way..... i liked IS cause he was cute and i kinda missed him.. it took me a wile to figure out i like d it hit me all of a suddent and now were kinda together
me: I get that
I see your point
but it just freakin' bugs me when it's all you talk about
k: i like him that much i cafre about him so much
I GTG TTYL
me: I know
ok
whatever
see ya
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Dude.... A good portion of that did not piss me off. It's just that she was so repetitive with the 'I care about him' and stuff, agreed?
But what REALLY rubbed me the wrong way was when she said: "u ont crusch on guys easyly u dont understad" that just pissed me off so bad! It's true, but it's totally out of context!!!
Just erg... *headdesk*
Saturday
Happy (belated) Halloween!
One of THE best halloweens ever. It's been pretty amazing so far, and life has been pretty good. Nothing TOO special.
But, uhm... I found out last night that one of my friend's friend's died. (They talked over the 'net, so.. I didn't really get to know him that much) and his funeral was last night. :(
It was kind of sad, but not really preventable. He was shot, either by someone else or himself. It's sad, really. But... I'm at a loss as to what to do. :\
It makes me wonder... how are the people that I talk to online going to know/react when I die? I know I don't want to die young or anything, but sometimes, I just can't get it off my mind.
I slept over at a friend's last night... and oh boy... we were doing a lot of singing, and so one song just totally made me tear up and another girl cry. The song itself wasn't sad, but the special meaning for US was sad.
*sigh*
I think I just got my eyes opened. On Wednesdays and Thursdays during lunch... there's this.... er... Bible club I guess.... idk what you'd call it. But it's like talking about Jesus and stuff. It's really getting to me. I realize that I really need a better relationship with God.
Though, I'm divided. I really like the group, but sometimes I want to eat lunch with my friends, you know? It's hard to think about what to do. It makes me feel like a bad Catholic if I skimp out on a chance to talk about Jesus and God and stuff... but I hardly ever get the chance to eat with my friends... It's conflicting... but I know that I'm going to be loved either way. I just have to figure out what to do.
One of THE best halloweens ever. It's been pretty amazing so far, and life has been pretty good. Nothing TOO special.
But, uhm... I found out last night that one of my friend's friend's died. (They talked over the 'net, so.. I didn't really get to know him that much) and his funeral was last night. :(
It was kind of sad, but not really preventable. He was shot, either by someone else or himself. It's sad, really. But... I'm at a loss as to what to do. :\
It makes me wonder... how are the people that I talk to online going to know/react when I die? I know I don't want to die young or anything, but sometimes, I just can't get it off my mind.
I slept over at a friend's last night... and oh boy... we were doing a lot of singing, and so one song just totally made me tear up and another girl cry. The song itself wasn't sad, but the special meaning for US was sad.
*sigh*
I think I just got my eyes opened. On Wednesdays and Thursdays during lunch... there's this.... er... Bible club I guess.... idk what you'd call it. But it's like talking about Jesus and stuff. It's really getting to me. I realize that I really need a better relationship with God.
Though, I'm divided. I really like the group, but sometimes I want to eat lunch with my friends, you know? It's hard to think about what to do. It makes me feel like a bad Catholic if I skimp out on a chance to talk about Jesus and God and stuff... but I hardly ever get the chance to eat with my friends... It's conflicting... but I know that I'm going to be loved either way. I just have to figure out what to do.
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