Well, this new years post is coming a lot earlier than usual. I have work, and I need to start getting ready in... about an hour. Less than, really.
A lot of people seem to not regret this past year... and for once I sort of do. I don't regret the whole year, don't get me wrong. I just regret some things I did. Like... leaving that one person when they were so clearly not good, not telling my crush I liked him when I had more than enough chances, and all the lying I've done.
I guess, for the most part I do feel content with how the year went. I accomplished many things. Compared to last year, this year has been a whirlwind. I... I can remember what I was doing last new years eve. I was at my parent's house, late night on the computer. I was talking to people as they celebrated the new year... and then said goodbye until there was only one.
He and I have had something... complicated. But, at the time there wasn't anything complicated about it. Virtually... we shared a midnight kiss...
Now? I don't even talk to him any more. It's sad, but I guess that's how life goes.
I just need to learn from what happened... and make this year better. In the end, this wasn't a bad year.
I wish all of you a good New Years!
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or
hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or sword? No, in all
these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
-- Romans 8:35-37
Friday
Wednesday
Eeeeeeffffffffffff............
Yes. That was necessary.
One of my best friends (also known as practically my lover)likes the same guy I do. What do I do?!
Honestly, I'm happy for her, because this is basically the first guy she's ever liked. I think they'd make a cute couple, and they already have such a perfect relationship. Personally? I think she should go for it. If her heart is into it... she should do it.
Plus, she doesn't know I like him either. She's just about the only one I haven't told, and the only one that hasn't surmised. They... they should be together. I mean, what can I really do? They're both my friends and I'm going to stand by both of them. I'm not sure how else to come at this.
BUT I CAN'T KEEP THIS TO MYSELF. I feel so bad for thinking that, but it's true. I'm going to try my hardest not to think about it too much but... ugh. Right now, that's the only thing running through my mind.
*sigh* Ok. I can do this...
We ought always to thank God for you, brothers, and rightly so,
because your faith is growing more and more, and the love every one
of you has for each other is increasing.
-- 2 Thessalonians 1:3
Yes. That was necessary.
One of my best friends (also known as practically my lover)likes the same guy I do. What do I do?!
Honestly, I'm happy for her, because this is basically the first guy she's ever liked. I think they'd make a cute couple, and they already have such a perfect relationship. Personally? I think she should go for it. If her heart is into it... she should do it.
Plus, she doesn't know I like him either. She's just about the only one I haven't told, and the only one that hasn't surmised. They... they should be together. I mean, what can I really do? They're both my friends and I'm going to stand by both of them. I'm not sure how else to come at this.
BUT I CAN'T KEEP THIS TO MYSELF. I feel so bad for thinking that, but it's true. I'm going to try my hardest not to think about it too much but... ugh. Right now, that's the only thing running through my mind.
*sigh* Ok. I can do this...
We ought always to thank God for you, brothers, and rightly so,
because your faith is growing more and more, and the love every one
of you has for each other is increasing.
-- 2 Thessalonians 1:3
Monday
Soo... I've rediscovered how fun it is to color.
In the sophistic way, of course. I've been using my image editing program to color in some pictures. And they take a LONG time.
So far, I like that one the most. I personally love how Belle looks... but that's just me.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your
soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest
commandment. And the second is like it: Love your neighbor as
yourself.
-- Matthew 22:37-39
In the sophistic way, of course. I've been using my image editing program to color in some pictures. And they take a LONG time.
So far, I like that one the most. I personally love how Belle looks... but that's just me.
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your
soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest
commandment. And the second is like it: Love your neighbor as
yourself.
-- Matthew 22:37-39
Wednesday
Now that NaNo is not eating my soul (50,038 words this year) maybe I have some time to reflect...
November... what a crazy month.
Started a job. (That sucks butt, by the way)
Celebrated a birthday.
Thanksgiving.
Wrote a novel.
A slip in my grades. (But they're back up now- I have 5 A's and 2 B's- with my lowest grade being an 83, and the other easily able to be pulled up).
It's... pretty awesome. I feel like this month went by fast.
Thanksgiving... was OK. I mean, I worked on Thanksgiving day and cried a lot.
But I saw my niece, so that made it more worthwhile.
I dunno. I'm feeling spacey. I'll call it quits for right now.
Let those who love the Lord hate evil, for he guards the lives
of his faithful ones and delivers them from the hand of the wicked.
-- Psalm 97:10
November... what a crazy month.
Started a job. (That sucks butt, by the way)
Celebrated a birthday.
Thanksgiving.
Wrote a novel.
A slip in my grades. (But they're back up now- I have 5 A's and 2 B's- with my lowest grade being an 83, and the other easily able to be pulled up).
It's... pretty awesome. I feel like this month went by fast.
Thanksgiving... was OK. I mean, I worked on Thanksgiving day and cried a lot.
But I saw my niece, so that made it more worthwhile.
I dunno. I'm feeling spacey. I'll call it quits for right now.
Let those who love the Lord hate evil, for he guards the lives
of his faithful ones and delivers them from the hand of the wicked.
-- Psalm 97:10
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