Sleeeeeep. I'm so tired. I hate waking up early. Friday, I was up until 11:30 or so. Slept until 8:30? That's a good nights sleep for me. That's seriously sleeping in. Last night, I stayed up... til about 11, maybe a bit earlier. I was up at 7. That is not good. At 7AM I have nothing to do. So what did I do? I connected my printer to my computer (it oddly was not as hard as all my other attempts made it seem), I typed up about 90% of my letter for Confirmation. I finished a Confirmation project. All in about... 2 hours.

I've basically lazed around all weekend. I have homework I should've done... but was way to lazy to do it. So what did I do instead? I tried to perfect my cookie recipe that doesn't use eggs. They were alright. Not the best, but soft. :D. Still need to work out some kinks.

Hmm... school is fairly good now. Except for math. 78% :(. Lets hope I can bring it back up. Otherwise, A's. :D. It's tough but here's hoping that I can actually maintain good grades and not have ANY failing or close to failing grades this semester. Thankfully, all my A's cancel out my C so I have like, 3.7. Awesome.

Oh, I've been meaning to post this for a little while. I'm in people's dreams. It's really creepy. Well, one was. Considering that my bio teacher had one dream. So, we were in his classroom, and I was writing on his board. However, I apparently had a baby's body, but my normal head (or whatever). On the board I was writing all these like, complex equations and stuff.

Uh.. what?! I was just like... "Uhh..... Alright then." It certainly was an interesting thing to hear.

My friend had the other dream. We were in the choir room, and I approach her. She's like, "Lizzie! Go take attendance!" (It's a horrid task that she has to do). I'm like "Why?!" Then she says "Because!" Me: "Fine." and I walk away.

I love that they both take place at school and they manage to keep my actual personality/attributes/whatever. It's weird but amusing.

Anyway. Life is life. It'll soon be not hectic. (My sewing class is almost over. I think we have like two more weeks). Spring break is coming soon ish. Andd.... yeah. I don't have anything else to really say.

Other than I'm attempting to teach myself some guitar and reteach myself some piano. It's going along. Not well, but it's going.

This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and
only Son into the world that we might live through him.
-- 1 John 4:9

I. Hate. Drama. Hate it. So much.

Now, most people would say I'm a likable person. I don't have problems with people. I don't hate them, they don't hate me (for the most part). However... some of my friends just don't know "people etiquette". Blahhhh. Alright, so I better explain.

My friend Shi... I really have no idea how I picked her up as a friend, but I did. She is not a bad person... she just does bad things. And it's not like, murder bad, but she's going down a steep road. I really want the best for her, but she's so set in her ways. I dunno...

Anyway. We share our first class together- photography. Shi is a naturally loud person. (It's the only reason I can tell if she's sober or not...). So, we're in the darkroom and I have no idea what's going on. However, this one girl is like "Are you on something?" and Shi- just being the girl that she is said "Your mom." (God, are we in 6th grade now?!). So the other girls like, "Well thanks, I don't have a mom." And it just goes downhill from there.

I hate it. The other girl could've just shut up and not said anything. Shi could've just ignored her. But nooooo. As humans we just have to fight over moot points. Blarg.

Honestly, if the other girl has a problem with Shi, I wish they would just SAY IT. I'm pissed at both of them. They're acting like such children. I'm totally not going to take sides. Yes, Shi needs to learn what the wrong things to say are... and yes, the other girl needs to just say what's wrong.

Anyhow... drama aside...

One of my cousins is really sick. She's in the hospital, and they don't know what's wrong with her. According to her sister, she got a spinal tap. Hopefully they find out what's wrong with her. I'd like some prayers for her... she certainly needs it. She's been out of school for 2 weeks. Who knows how long she's been sick before that...

However, it's one of my other cousin's birthday tomorrow. <3. Even though her sister's sick, I hope she manages to have a good one.

Also tomorrow I'm performing with my school choir. I suppose we're kinda ready. Not as ready as I wish we were, but maybe we can pull it through. As long as we do better than the middle school we're also performing with... I'll be content with that.

Uhm... what else...

Life.

Yeah... I dunno. I think I'm done ranting. I've had enough. Time to relax, go to sleep and wake up to do it all over again. Yuck.

Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one
another. No one has ever seen God; but if we love one another, God
lives in us and his love is made complete in us.
-- 1 John 4:11-12

So happy. :)

I took a driving test today... aaannddd.... I'm able to drive without an adult in the car! W00t! 6 months and 10 days later... gah. I'm happy.

Backing up sucked, but I didn't maul a cone, so I passed. I don't think I even hit one. I came close, but I didn't.

Now only to get it official with the MVD and life is good. :)

I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor
demons, neither present nor the future, nor powers, neither height
nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to
separate us from the love of God that is ours in Christ Jesus our
Lord.
-- Romans 8:38-39

Oh Valentine's Day.

It's actually been a good day. There were so many factors that should've made it a bad day, but no. The lack of sleep made me more loopy than angry.... fighting with my sister didn't last long... all in all it was a good day.

I went to a party (gasp) and I actually had fun. I didn't really know too many people, but for 2.5 hours I managed to have fun. I also danced a little bit. (What?! Me, dance?). I don't dance often because I just look like a total dork. Oh well.

Tomorrow's my mom's birthday. :D. 55 I believe. Geez my parents are old. Then my dad's going to turn 60 next month.

So glad I don't have school tomorrow.

Life is generally pretty good right now. I'm starting to work out my issues and realize that.... I have nothing to complain about. I'm really truly happy and nothing can change that. (now watch, I'm going to go all manic depressive soon). But I thank God that it won't last long.

You know why it won't? I have some pretty awesome therapists in my life. You know who you are... <3

Anyway; I hope everyone is doing well.

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son,
that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have
everlasting life.
-- John 3:16