Woah. Slight blog neglect.

School has been.... crazy. New classes, teachers and friends. It's also pretty stressful because I have some pretty hard classes this year. Honors English, Honors Algebra 2/Trig. Etc. It's not too hard now, it's just really.. iffy. It's going to be HARD. :|

Then there's the fact that I'm going to be very sleepy. I'm not a morning person. I haven't been for awhile. I can't just wake up and be chipper. At least a half hour. but seriously.... being up at 6:30 everyday is bleh.

Hmmmm.... what else? Oh yeah, my computer died. So I have to use my sister's laptop. How fun.... so, no writing since there's many factors that inhibit it. ^^'

Gah, earlier today was absolutely horrible. I wanted to go to the library, my sister came home and she was like, "Do you want to go?" and, of course I do.... but I have to drive. At that point, I feel like I'm going to fall asleep so I say I don't want to drive. So, a big huge fight spanning.... many hours happens.

I cry.... a lot. Lots of yelling. That's all normal. But, the part that scared me was that I started to hyperventilate. For what felt like... five minutes. I almost felt like I was going to pass out. :\

Yeah...

Uh....

On a happier note, I actually did go to the library. Got some books. :)

Hmmmm

I iz fifteen now. :D yay.

Many things. I got my school schedule, and it's pretty epic:
Photography
Honors Algebra 2/Trig (which I have with a good friend of mine)
Choir (with both my friends)
Biology (with the same science teacher as last year)
World History/Geography
Spanish 1 (which I have with another good friend)
Honors English 10

/Nods. Yesh. Epicness. (Well, besides the heavy books I have to carry).

I have my learner's permit. Oh no... be afraid. :P

Uh... today was my last day of driver's ed. Yippe. Now I have a week to slack off before I get back to school mode. Which... that'll be fun.

Hm... what else? /shrug. Nothin' really, I guess. It's been pretty mellow... besides my computer being ancient and frustrating. But that's a whole story that is really boring and not much fun to tell. Soo... yeah. ^^

I am so confused. I have NO idea what I'm doing. And I feel somewhat guilty. But... I'm also kinda happy... and... amused.

Now, you'll see why as I lay out this story. So, I'm taking an afternoon driving class. (From one to five). And, until today, I haven't had much interaction with the other students.

This guy begins to start talking with me and stuff like that. Now, it doesn't take me long to realize he likes me. (Lol. Guys can be so obvious sometimes.^^'). You know, during the breaks it's me and this other guy just walking around, talking, laughing and just having fun, really.

Now, do you want to know why I feel guilty? I'm still taken... and he's getting a little touchy. (Not really full on holding hands, I've been shying away from holding his hand, but I'll let him hold my hand/fist. lol.) He'll lay his head on me, put his arms around me and stuff like that. So... guilt, obviously.

I'm pretty sure why you can figure out my happy/amused side. Honestly... guys don't flirt/like me. It just doesn't happen. So..... two within 6 months-ish? Yeah, pretty amusing that only now guys are starting to show that. I know that I'm intimidating, for whatever reason. I realize that... but... there's a lot that goes into that.

But, here's the thing... I'm not physically attracted to this guy. I mean, he's fun, and he would be an AWESOME guy to have as a friend. And, I only really want friends right now.