Friday

Oh silly Michael... are you trying to make me jealous? Because it's working. It really is.

So, thanksgiving morning I'm just lounging around and at 9am I get this from him: "Happy thanksgiving Lizzie! I gave thanks for you today!". I was thrown a little off guard by this... but so sweet. It made me smile, and it always will. :D

Then, today I was waiting to be picked up. It was dark, I was alone, cold and a little paranoid, so I begin to text him. I'm like "Ok, so im alone and cold in a dark parking lot.. what's wrong with that picture?" His reply?

"Ok, so i'm alone in white sands with about 60 japanese high school girls that are extremely hard to flirt with cause they dont speak english!"
-_-. Thank you Michael. I really needed to know that right then and there. It made my life so much better. But I laughed at his misfortune. :P

Then, just a little while ago... "Ok, so i went for round two in the alamagordo movie theater. But to my surprise the japanese made the first move. A group of about 7 plopped down next to me, said something to me in japanese, played with my hair, and then kissed me on the cheek. Then an old japanese man slapped me on the back of the head and yelled something at the girls and points at me. Haha. The only thing i could make out was whiteboy. We flirted all through the movie..."

Bleeehhhh. Well, thank you for that. It made me smile and laugh a bit. (seeing as he gets into a whole bunch of shenanigans). However... we've been talking on and off a bit lately... and idk. I like that he talks to me. It's fun. :). I wouldn't say that I like him enough to like, date him or whatever... but I definitely want to know more about him. For sure.

Anyhow... today was fun. I saw my friends, met a few of her friends. 'twas an amazing time. I saw a kid I haven't seen since like... 6th grade. (ok fine, more like two years, but still). I met some new people and got inspired to learn how to play the guitar and banjo. XP

And I found some one that writes "Lizzie" and not "Lizzy". Such a nit picky detail, but it makes me happy. ^^'.

Hmmmm... Oh, I learned how to knit today. It's going alright. I'm just practicing right now. Maybe I can knit something exciting...

So close to being done with NaNo!!! ~5,000 words left. I can do that in like, two days... XP

Thursday

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! It's an amazing day. So much to be thankful for.

I have to say, I am very thankful for all of my friends. They are amazing people and I have no idea how I would be able to live without them. So, Sarah, Ashley, Bri, Michael(s), Calvin, Tasha, Shi, Colin, Kaija, Carla, Katie, Nicole and Ali... all of you are amazing! I love you and hope you all realize that my life would not be complete without any of you. ♥

I have a separate thanks for my family. Thanks for believing in me, and doing what you think is best... even if it annoys me to no end sometimes.

A super special shout out to God. You are amazing. I love you and hope to love you more and more with every passing day. Thank you so much for giving me this day, and all the days I've lived. :)

Tuesday

'Tis almost Thanksgiving!

I sat on a train for like, an hour and a half. It was pretty interesting... I had about no time to find a seat (not like I could with how heavy my suitcase was...). And I talked to this really cool guy next to me.
If there are two questions I hear that I never get tired of.. they have to be, "Are you a senior?" and "Are you two related?" The answer to both (typically) are 'no'. Depends who I'm with when the second one is asked, but I'm usually with my friend Ashely.

I was asked the first one today. On the bus. I really don't get why anyone would think I'm a senior. I don't act like one... I don't look like one.. I'm not even smart enough to be one. Oh well. So it goes.

Aannd... in Spanish class, this kid was like "... And you're both attached at the hip, even though she's a freshman." (talking about Ashley). XD Oh silly.

Anyway.... I think that's it. Other than Rush (kid in my Spanish class) downed like, two of my water bottles(~32 fl oz). Crazzzyyyy. haha.

That should be all.

Other than NaNo taking over my life.

Saturday

Why is it that after I decide that I'm done with guys... that I get a crush on one?

It always happens. I swear, this always happens. I decide that all I want is to focus of school and just have fun. Then... I meet a new guy and I realize that I like him. It gets frustrating. But oh well.

There's this guy in my Spanish class. I can't help it... he is funny, sweet and totally a guy I would love be around a lot more than three times a week. Aaannddd.. he's a freshman. Not that I have anything against freshmen, I'm not much older than most of them. He's one of the few guys that are not total jerks.

If anything, I've gotten so used to not having my water bottle in Spanish. Ever since like... the first day I brought it to school, he's been drinking out of it. I'm just so used to either just giving it to him, or him just taking it. It's that bad... not that I mind, really.

But yeah... I know that I don't have a chance with him. I know I don't, and I don't really want to pursue any guys anyway... I just want him out of my head. Seriously. That's it. All I want are guy friends. I highly doubt by next school year he'll even remember me...

*sigh*

Life...