Alright, so tonight was the first leg of my first religious retreat. I wish I could say it felt powerful. I wish I could say I felt God. I wish I could. But I can't. Yes, I did feel utter calmness through a good portion of it, but I wasn't touched. It certainly was a powerful experience for some people. But.... for me... I just felt like I was there.
I know it'll take time. I didn't expect for anything to happen to me. I just wish I could open my mind and heart fully. I know I can do it. I just need to let some stuff go.
Tomorrow is going to be the second part of the retreat. We'll see what happens then :)
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