Why the hell do I feel like crying?

Why am I feeling so horrible right now?

I really wish I knew. Because I'm feeling like I did in 6th grade. It's terrifying. I really don't like it but I can't get myself out of it. I've been trying to figure out... and I can't think of anything.

I wanna cry. I can't. The tears just won't come out. This is the time where I wish I could show my emotions.

This is the time where I wish people would be talking to me. Trying to figure out. Help me!

We'll see. We'll see.