Monday
It always amazes me at how much people can hide behind a mask.
Some people are just so good at pretending that everything is OK. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I have a friend that is desperately trying to get herself on the right path. She is doing a good job, but she's struggling. Over the weekend, something bad happened. I'm not going into the details for her sake, but it's still jarring.
Today in photography, the beginning was a little saddening. She admitted what happened, she even cried. But... by the end we were just laughing and having so much fun.
I'm amazed at her strength. I just wish could be a better friend to her. I wish I could be a better support. I could be, but I just don't know how to be. Maybe just being there for her right now is good enough.
Some people are just so good at pretending that everything is OK. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I have a friend that is desperately trying to get herself on the right path. She is doing a good job, but she's struggling. Over the weekend, something bad happened. I'm not going into the details for her sake, but it's still jarring.
Today in photography, the beginning was a little saddening. She admitted what happened, she even cried. But... by the end we were just laughing and having so much fun.
I'm amazed at her strength. I just wish could be a better friend to her. I wish I could be a better support. I could be, but I just don't know how to be. Maybe just being there for her right now is good enough.
Sunday
What better to stop the blog neglect by posting a new blog? This one is an important one. This one is what truly needs to be said. This is the post that I have to have a constant reminder of.
I have a renewed faith in God. It was my first day back into confirmation. I know two people that are in year one. I'm sitting and waiting for my class to start. I realize something.
I know why I want to be confirmed.
I believe in GOD. I believe that Lord Jesus is my savior. I believe that the Holy Spirit is dwelling in me RIGHT NOW. I believe that being Catholic is the path my soul is destined to take. I believe that, even though I am not as spiritual as I should be, that it's never to late to change that. I believe that my soul is going to heaven, and I am going to see God.
Now, it's taken a long time for me to realize this. But, I realize that I need to start become a child, a warrior and a follower of God more than ever right now. I need to have Jesus worked into my life. I need him to be following me as I walk down hallways, I need him sitting next to me in my classes, I need him as I help my friend realize who her true friends are. I need him in everything I do.
What better time to ask him to be with me? I just got over a wave of stress, confirmation is starting again and I need something that will never change. I don't want to become someone who feels alone anymore. I'm tired of having a feeling of loneliness. I just need Jesus. I need him so much.
I don't want this to be a one day thing. I want this to reverberate through my whole week. I want this feeling to be re-energized with every passing day. Most importantly, I would LOVE prayers as I make my journey. My confirmation is supposed to be May 11th. It's a while away, but it's a day that I look forward too.
I love each and every one of you. I hope God blesses you all.
I have a renewed faith in God. It was my first day back into confirmation. I know two people that are in year one. I'm sitting and waiting for my class to start. I realize something.
I know why I want to be confirmed.
I believe in GOD. I believe that Lord Jesus is my savior. I believe that the Holy Spirit is dwelling in me RIGHT NOW. I believe that being Catholic is the path my soul is destined to take. I believe that, even though I am not as spiritual as I should be, that it's never to late to change that. I believe that my soul is going to heaven, and I am going to see God.
Now, it's taken a long time for me to realize this. But, I realize that I need to start become a child, a warrior and a follower of God more than ever right now. I need to have Jesus worked into my life. I need him to be following me as I walk down hallways, I need him sitting next to me in my classes, I need him as I help my friend realize who her true friends are. I need him in everything I do.
What better time to ask him to be with me? I just got over a wave of stress, confirmation is starting again and I need something that will never change. I don't want to become someone who feels alone anymore. I'm tired of having a feeling of loneliness. I just need Jesus. I need him so much.
I don't want this to be a one day thing. I want this to reverberate through my whole week. I want this feeling to be re-energized with every passing day. Most importantly, I would LOVE prayers as I make my journey. My confirmation is supposed to be May 11th. It's a while away, but it's a day that I look forward too.
I love each and every one of you. I hope God blesses you all.
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